I whisper your name (ayradyss) wrote,
I whisper your name
ayradyss
  • Mood: exhausted

I still believe.

First peds code run this month. Thank all that is holy that I had third-years to help. I learned a lot. I had no hope of saving the child.

Sixteen weeks of call months end today, with a clinic that reads like every patient I have grown to dread. Lord, please grant me strength for one more day.

Tomorrow, we leave for Hawai'i. For Kauai, where I plan to actually go to lectures at my conference in the mornings. Some mornings. If anyone has been and has suggestions for what to do there, let me know.


I will be on the plane for fourteen hours. Perhaps then I will have time to let some of this overwhelming busyness flow out into words. I hope.
I hope.
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