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ayradyss


	Still here...
	So much to say, O Best Beloved, so many things and people I've seen and yet (isn't there always a yet) I don't have the energy to put it into words. I am marking time, I am on the down side and I don't want to be here. I think I have an explanation for the downs, and if so I will be back with you soon. I went to the gym today, where I have now been Oriented and a friendly computer tells me how many reps to do with what weights on which machines. That is good. Movement is good. I have good news, but I am afraid to put it in permanent media until it is solid. Tomorrow: 2-midnight in the ED; I am becoming slowly a little more confident but I don't study enough. I don't do much of anything unless forced to in the last few days. It will pass. It always does. Thursday: PM clinic. And that's it until next Wednesday; I am going to be on vacation. So I'll have no excuse for not writing then. now feeling:: down

5 whispers echo . o O ( ... ) O o . whisper a word


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	From: tyomniye	Date: August 17th, 2005 06:35 pm (UTC)		(etched in stone)

*snugs*

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	From: loonyatcbh	Date: August 17th, 2005 06:48 pm (UTC)		(etched in stone)

Damn your vague mysterious allusions...

*snuggles*

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From: dr_bobbie	Date: August 18th, 2005 01:13 am (UTC)		(etched in stone)

I MISS YOU!!!!!

I hate living at the hospital. But this, too, shall pass.

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	From: ayradyss	Date: August 18th, 2005 05:21 am (UTC)		(etched in stone)

AUGH, e-sister!!!!

32-week preemie at 3 months post-delivery, bilateral subdurals, right retinal hemorrhage.
1-month, broken greenstick both forearm bones.

What a day. :*(

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From: dr_bobbie	Date: August 19th, 2005 02:56 am (UTC)		(etched in stone)

Go get 'em. Pray that the system works. And I'll be praying for that baby. ::hugs:: I dread the day I see it for the first time; unfortunately, I know that day is coming.

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	5 whispers echo . o O ( ... ) O o . whisper a word

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User: ayradyss Name: I whisper your name

. o O ( pick your poison: ) O o .

I'm almost two years out from medical school, here in Indiana where I was born and grew up. I used to write poetry - still do, sometimes - but now I've taken to spilling my heart out in prose. I'm balancing family, expecting a new baby, and working as a second-year family medicine resident. I'd like to take you along for the ride.

My updates are erratic, dependent on my mood, my current work schedule, and my ability to motivate myself. You are warned.

Expect a narrative of my days on shift. Anticipate good experiences and bad. Almost everything I write, personal or not, is a public entry, so be prepared for things that you don't quite understand.

There is a list of those who really do want to know more about me than the general public desires to see. Flip down to "spin a web" and click the link there to get in on that list.