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Still here... - Nobody wears a white coat any more...
...a tribute to becoming a doctor.
ayradyss
ayradyss
Still here...
So much to say, O Best Beloved, so many things and people I've seen and yet (isn't there always a yet) I don't have the energy to put it into words. I am marking time, I am on the down side and I don't want to be here. I think I have an explanation for the downs, and if so I will be back with you soon.

I went to the gym today, where I have now been Oriented and a friendly computer tells me how many reps to do with what weights on which machines. That is good. Movement is good.

I have good news, but I am afraid to put it in permanent media until it is solid.

Tomorrow: 2-midnight in the ED; I am becoming slowly a little more confident but I don't study enough. I don't do much of anything unless forced to in the last few days. It will pass. It always does.
Thursday: PM clinic. And that's it until next Wednesday; I am going to be on vacation.

So I'll have no excuse for not writing then.

now feeling:: depressed down

5 whispers echo . o O ( ... ) O o . whisper a word
Comments
tyomniye From: tyomniye Date: August 17th, 2005 06:35 pm (UTC) (etched in stone)
*snugs*
loonyatcbh From: loonyatcbh Date: August 17th, 2005 06:48 pm (UTC) (etched in stone)
Damn your vague mysterious allusions...

*snuggles*
From: dr_bobbie Date: August 18th, 2005 01:13 am (UTC) (etched in stone)
I MISS YOU!!!!!

I hate living at the hospital. But this, too, shall pass.
ayradyss From: ayradyss Date: August 18th, 2005 05:21 am (UTC) (etched in stone)
AUGH, e-sister!!!!

32-week preemie at 3 months post-delivery, bilateral subdurals, right retinal hemorrhage.
1-month, broken greenstick both forearm bones.

What a day. :*(
From: dr_bobbie Date: August 19th, 2005 02:56 am (UTC) (etched in stone)
Go get 'em. Pray that the system works. And I'll be praying for that baby. ::hugs:: I dread the day I see it for the first time; unfortunately, I know that day is coming.
5 whispers echo . o O ( ... ) O o . whisper a word