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...a tribute to becoming a doctor.
My brain is broken.
The new fridge is here. They came and moved the old one out to the garage like I asked, they tried to hook up the water line, but the fittings don't, so I need to get a new one. For now it's dripping into the spaghetti pan from last night; I turned off the water to it but that doesn't seem to matter.
Two charges to the Sears mastercard that Angel swears aren't ours. Can't find the card - it was in storage in the box of important things in the kitchen - said box is here, but I can't find the important things that were in it. Angel is no help; all he remembers is "Umm... I handed you the things from it and you put it in a box somewhere." Angel is no help anyway at the moment, he's at work and when he's not at work I've forgotten all the thousand things that need to be done.
[Edit: Angel called, they're reissuing the cards and sending us an affadavit to sign, as I am no longer uncertain - I know I did not make the third charge that was made to the card.]

It's a nice fridge.
I have no place to put incoming mail, no place to keep important papers except down on my computer desk where I demanded filing slots, and no sense of pride and acccomplishment right now.
I want to go home. I don't want to be a doctor, I don't want to be a housewife, I just want to hide away in a tiny dark corner forever and ever and ever.

clypheous, I'm shaping my day poorly. Make it stop.

now feeling:: morose overwhelmed
now hearing:: water draining from the fridge

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daimones From: daimones Date: June 8th, 2005 04:28 pm (UTC) (etched in stone)
*hugs the nykkit* Write things down on notepad, save. That's what I do to remember things. Otherwise I forget stuff too.

If charges are being made on mastercards that aren't findable, you don't need the card to put a stop on the card.

As for holes? Um. If you hide, can I hide too? Preferably with you. We'll make great cave people. We can dispense wisdom that'll confuse people and make them leave us alone. *nods*

If I haven't had been up all night, i'd offer to come keep you company if you wanted it. I'm just afraid I'd get sleepy while driving. And that wouldn't do either of us any good at all.
ayradyss From: ayradyss Date: June 8th, 2005 04:48 pm (UTC) (etched in stone)
See, the problem is I'm not -certain- about the charges.
And I'd like to check online and see to make sure.
ayradyss From: ayradyss Date: June 8th, 2005 04:49 pm (UTC) (etched in stone)
As to the rest: you're welcome whenever you'd like to stop in.
And I'm going to get markers for my dry-erase board now.
loonyatcbh From: loonyatcbh Date: June 8th, 2005 04:29 pm (UTC) (etched in stone)
*hugs* So the fridge is of the Dark Side. You can see your kitchen floor. You can eat at chairs on clean unpacked dishes at your dining room table. There are flattened boxes in the garage. You've done quite a bit. The rest will come, a little at a time. Thanks for yesterday.
missysedai From: missysedai Date: June 8th, 2005 04:49 pm (UTC) (etched in stone)
Oh, honey. Moving just plain old sucks. The feeling will pass.

As for your card, dispute the charges in writing right now this instant and ask for a new account number. Cover your keister, toots.
ayradyss From: ayradyss Date: June 8th, 2005 11:24 pm (UTC) (etched in stone)
Picked up a third charge I -know- we didn't make (the other two were banalities). Angel (primary cardholder) was on the phone with them.
New cards issued under a new number.
Affadavit for us to sign in the mail.
reynardo From: reynardo Date: June 8th, 2005 05:11 pm (UTC) (etched in stone)
It's been 6 months - I did 15 book boxes the other day and feel very virtuous, but we still have a garage full. Everything else is "IABS" - In A Box Somewhere.
From: clypheous Date: June 8th, 2005 07:10 pm (UTC) (etched in stone)
Visualize your day creating itself the way you want. It seems to work remarkably well. :)

Good luck on the whole fridge thing though, that's always annoying.
pwwka From: pwwka Date: June 8th, 2005 08:41 pm (UTC) (etched in stone)
Suggestion: To-Do Lists. Why rely on memory? Fickle thing! --It breaks down every time anxiety rises. Somewhat like a Macintosh.

loonyatcbh From: loonyatcbh Date: June 8th, 2005 09:07 pm (UTC) (etched in stone)
Seconds to-do-list suggestion, perhaps with deadlines or in sections by day. Visualize your day's successes, write them down, and make them happen!
From: dr_bobbie Date: June 8th, 2005 11:55 pm (UTC) (etched in stone)
I love you! My kindred spirit and sister in all things overwhelming--remember, one thing at a time, right? ::hugs::
alythe From: alythe Date: June 9th, 2005 06:59 pm (UTC) (etched in stone)


you could always track me down, too. i'm in town now. sorta. a lot closer and very willing to do what i can to help you out. ;)

yeah, i work, but i've got evenings after work... or mornings, sometimes.

just let me know...
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