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I dreamed a dream... - Nobody wears a white coat any more...
...a tribute to becoming a doctor.
ayradyss
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I dreamed a dream...
...Saw Matrix:revolutions last night. En bref: a good action movie in its own right. Better than my exceedingly low expectations. Not as good as Matrix. The ending was exactly what I had expected and anticipated; in fact it was the only way it could have ended. I did, however, think it could be scripted and blocked better. Much better. Keanu Reaves demonstrated his usual wide gamut of emotions: Confused, Pissed-off, and Mostly Dead, and added another one: Whiny bitch.
More talk later. I think there's a story in my head about the little girl, Agent Smith, and Seraph. Maybe I'll fish it out.

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...Saw Matrix:revolutions last night. <i>En bref:</i> a good action movie in its own right. Better than my exceedingly low expectations. Not as good as Matrix. The ending was exactly what I had expected and anticipated; in fact it was the only way it could have ended. I did, however, think it could be scripted and blocked better. Much better. Keanu Reaves demonstrated his usual wide gamut of emotions: <b>Confused</b>, <b>Pissed-off</b>, and <b>Mostly Dead</b>, and added another one: <b>Whiny bitch</b>.
More talk later. I think there's a story in my head about the little girl, Agent Smith, and Seraph. Maybe I'll fish it out.

Finished <lj-user="dayzdark">'s M:EF game yesterday. It was beautiful, an excellent ending, and I'm going to wind up bluebooking after the game just because there's a conversation we FF'd through to wrap up that I want to know how it went. I'm going to miss it terribly. <i>A little worried about the Heroes he's working on, as new gaming systems generally bewilder me, but if it's <lj user="dayzdark"> running, I'll try anything.</i>

Skipped church to sleep, as we were going to have to leave early anyway. Miss going to church. I miss going when my mom was practising organ and just sitting in the sanctuary, listening, feeling the presence of prayer worked into the woodwork, making the air different somehow.
Was rewarded with a nightmare in which I feel off the couch and Angel didn't try to catch me. <i>It seems like a tiny thing, a stupid thing to have a nightmare about. I wasn't hurt. But he saw me start to fall and stayed where he was and laughed at me. And so did everyone else. And I fell off the couch, and I landed on the floor, and he said "get back up there, then." </i> And he didn't try to catch me. He promised me he'd always try to catch me. He always does. And in the dream, when I started crying, he shrugged it off. And I ran outside and he followed me. And I said "You promised you'd always try to catch me, don't you see?" And he said "I know. It's a lifelong hurt. Get over it. You're a big girl." <i>And I woke up crying.</i>
Stupid, I know. But it freaked me out. But Angel came back from church and he held me and he didn't laugh when I told him about it.

So now it's time to write the article I said I'd have in yesterday, and then see about dinner before it's too late and I have to go back to Indy. <i>Both of my patients should be home, but I think I'll get up early anyway so I can go in and study a bit in the morning. I need a consistent waking-up-time.</i>

now feeling:: distressed distressed

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daimones From: daimones Date: November 9th, 2003 08:43 pm (UTC) (etched in stone)
Heroes is fun. Complicated, but good times.
ayradyss From: ayradyss Date: November 10th, 2003 04:56 am (UTC) (etched in stone)
This is Z's Heroes system he's working up from scratch...
2 whispers echo . o O ( ... ) O o . whisper a word